Friday, July 23, 2010

Monkeys Can Fly, But I Can Type

So, I have returned, er...again. More permenantly this time though. Blog up On Motormouth...

hmmm, why is it that no matter how many times you move, you always end up with terrible neighbours. By 'you' I mean 'I'. I might find some way of living underground, like in a converted bunker...that would be cool. Yeah.


Wednesday, April 07, 2010


Perhaps slightly slower but if so not by much. Meds got a bit shifty for a few days. Not sleeping. Cyber stalking. Obsessssssing. Not sleeping because I'm keeping myself awake obsessing. And talking to myself. Normally this would be a bad sign. Good thing I'm not normal. I will grind to a halt but until then I'm speedingspeedingspeedingspeeding.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

I blow dirty ass

Figuratively speaking, sicko. I have got to be one of the absolute worst people anyone could have as a friend. Unless I have a decent grasp on how to open up at that time. Otherwise I might as well just reside in a far off cave, come into town semi-annually for supplies and communicate by thumping a big stick.

Man. I just suck. Is it any reason that I cannot hold ANY sort of relationship for all of my pushing people away or my intense apathy?! Yeah, go figure that one out... intense apathy. Bit of an oxymoron, eh?

Damn, that would be a great name for a band. (Add my apparent inability to follow what is being said, even when I'm the one saying it...)

Saturday, February 07, 2009

What makes people...

...such imbeciles? Fighting outside a pub for what seems to be no reason other than it's what their primal urges seem to be telling them to do. We seem to have over-evolved in some cases. Some people no longer do things for a reason, they just do it because they can, they want to, it's cool. It doesn't matter if you're being a complete idiot and making a spectacle of yourself, as long as you are doing what you want, no matter how stupid, eveything is ok. Manners, respect, as a race, a large number of us seem beyond that. Idiotically self serving morons, that in many cases, in my opinion, should be shot so as to give the rest of us an easier, better life.

What this world needs is a Zombie apocalypse so we can all start again.

Thursday, February 05, 2009

the waiting game

What an interesting life this is, oh weary heart of mine
a strange place to be, changing all the time
would justice be served better, if it was served at all
if there was only order, chaos would surely ensue

my brittle little world, full of distant beauty
so much to look forward to, no idea when that'll be
So much fun had, so little to show for it
oh I could end it all, but I know it could improve

so much comes down to so little, so many to so few
i've wasted so much, I own too much
but mostly I long for that love, that elusive happiness
for all this material keeps me, but can't satisfy my heart

so many 'friends', so few enemies
I mean so little to most people, lost in the crowd
too complicated to be simple, can't make conversation
I know so much about so little that means much to anyone

on reflection it's not so bad, the few make up for the absence of many
but I can't see past my waste of opportunity, who knows what I could be
No chance to shine, too afraid to fall, not at all social
aim for a niche market, there is always a chance of failure.

Monday, November 17, 2008

another lost son returns.

Behold, the artist formerly known as the prisoner returns, my old email is broken so i had to start a whole new profile, which may i say was a pain in the arse.

for now i will share a link with you all of my newfavorite film, i can't wait for the DVD


much love. X

Thursday, October 30, 2008


Ok, sorted out the new logos, what does everyone think?

My blood boils

Well since I have returned to bloggerland full time(in theory) I should give this place a kick up the jacksie, maybe spruce her up a bit, new logo...actually thats about all I can be bothered to do/am able to do (what little I knew about html before has almost all been forgotten)

Moving on, does anyone else(I think I know the answer to this one) find that sometimes(read:a fair bit of the time) think that the public, those that shop in places like, oh lets say an entertainment store like I work in can be arrogant, self serving, ignorant, selfish fucks? Well I do find this, and today a customer came in, and asked about an order she had placed on our online store...that has nothing to do with us. whatsoever. we are a small store, part of a much larger company. The website has its own customer service, and people that can help with problems. We cannot help, because at no stage do we even remotely have anything to do with it. Same company, but not everyone in the company is responsible for everything else. That is why there is a customer services number. We are just there to do our jobs, and we shouldn't expect a rude, ignorant idiot like this to come in and refuse to leave until someone has sorted out her problem. We are people too, same as you, we have feelings, and you can be damn sure you wouldn't like it if it was you on the recieving end. Sure, it should be sorted out, but when we tell you, politely, that it is nothing to do with us, and that you need to call customer services because it isn't even slightly to do with us, and we can do nothing about it, then you should do just that, not demand that we help you. In the end we basically had to call customer services for her. Not our job, and they asked to speak to her in the end anyway, because of course, it should have been her calling in the first place. Angry!
Now I don't hate all customers, some are very nice, and a lot of them are polite, and I help them, when I can of course, and if I can't I suggest an alternative if there is one. I have had many customers say how good our service was, and even had one write in once to say how good my service was. I do my job well, i'm not just hating her for making me do something that I wouldn't usually do. In fact, she drove to the store I think, and that would have cost her more money I imagine, than the cost of the phonecall would have, all because she just wanted to blame someone in person, whether it had anything to do with them or not.
Ok, rant over.